he's back:)

just got home from a party. i've a feeling my friend was trying to hook me up with her bf's cuz. not someone i'd have a crush on. but seems smart.

a couple of guys keep telling me they miss me. but if there's someone i want to miss me, it's you. sometimes i tell myself to forget you. and i'd be ok for some time. then i find myself daydreaming about you.

dear _____,

don't you even miss talking to me?

why can't i stop thinking about him?

it's weird. my friends say i'm a natural flirt but i still feel like a dork around guys. i don't play the game but most guys who keep in touch are players. sure the attention you get is flattering but after some time, you can already predict what line they are going to deliver next. someone told me i can't get into a relationship because i'm still hung up on the second guy. and if that is true, then i'm doomed.

single girl ranting

to all the married women who look down on single women, you may think you have it all just because you've managed to nab your guys. but while you're up there feeling secure about your status, please tell your husbands to stop flirting with us. unless you see us wearing engagement rings, please stop asking us when we'll get married because we don't ask you when you and your husbands will separate.